Yay for fitness… yay for being under my calorie goal. Yay because yay. Yay!

yay to small boobs and not having to wear a bra EVER.

youhavetomoveitmoveit:

boo to small boobs, cause having boobs is hot. :(

BOTH

reiki and spiritual healing journey… part one. any suggestions?

I have begun using reiki again. it feels wonderful. i missed the feeling of being able to help people and the benefits i receive from healing them. I am a Usui and Tibetan Reiki master, but i still have trouble with the concept of charging for my services. if someone is hurt, i want to help them! but now i find myself considering healing and spiritual guidance so to speak as a career. it does make sense to be paid for my time, and to be paid for my work. reiki is a healing therapy after all. so now i have announced to my family and friends that i wish to start seriously and actively using reiki and offering healing sessions for trade of money or services etc. even tea and conversation if that’s what it takes to start out.
it has been a while since i did full sessions on anyone but myself. i don’t think it will be a problem though, as today while my daughter was playing at the park, i sat down with my mother who injured her shoulder fairly badly. she also had a headache and suffers from migraines. i used reiki on her shoulder and she reported searing heat from my hands (which were in reality ice cold, it is canada after all) and afterward the pain was reduced drastically. her head didnt hurt as bad, it was just a dull ache as opposed to the stabbing blinding pain before i began. she also reported that she didn’t “feel so blah;” like her batteries had been partially recharged.
that was a 10 minute spontaneous session. think of what a 30-60 minute session 3 times a week could do?

i also intend to begin yoga and meditation work, with the goal of eventually becoming a yoga teacher as well. i am still seeking out other non traditional ways to help people and heal people spiritually and physically. i welcome any suggestions if you have them!

Ignite

tearsoakedsatin:

I can‘t sleep when you aren‘t here
Specifically you.
No one can fill your void,
No song or small distraction,
Despite my love for them.
You are my reason, cause and action.
Of the mistakes that i have made,
One ring reminds me fully,
Of all the ways that ive fucked up
And can‘t let anyone in wholly.
Could i have found another chance?
Should happiness have this dance?
Would that i‘d be true,
I will never get enough of you…
I wish to push away
All the stupidity ive found,
All the broken dreams and autumn themes
Of love that i‘ve broken,
The people that ive scarred,
The lives that i have ruined,
The hearts that can‘t be repaired.
Ill never be whole again…
You make me want to try,
Make me want to let them go,
The three big loves,
Three big lies.
My experiences and their lies…
You make me want to dream,
See the best that i could be.
You make me want to stay a while
And bring to light that spark.
Ignite
Will you be my light?
Will you guide my shadow?
Will you hold me up?
Will you let me wander?
Do you need your space?
Can i be the one to listen?
Forgive me my mistakes?
Please hold me now they‘re over.
Ignite….
Be my light
Ignite…
My life.

AMF